You Are Dust, and to Dust You Shall Return

The Sacrament of Reconciliation is an essential element of the Lenten season. We are all encouraged to confess our sins, to make a resolution to sin no more, and to forgive those who hurt us. This unique sacrament is often called the Sacrament of Penance, Repentance or Conversion. In fact, we need all these elements to truthfully celebrate the Sacrament of Reconciliation and make it real in our life. Today’s liturgical readings encourage us to appreciate and embrace the Sacrament of Reconciliation as a part of preparation for Paschal Triduum and Easter season. The first reading is about Israel, the Chosen Nation, who travels through the desert to the Promised Land. After forty years of wondering in the wilderness God spoke to Joshua who led the Nation after Moses, “Today I have removed the reproach of Egypt from you…” (Joshua 5:9). God encouraged Israel to end their time of shame and disgrace from their enslavement in Egypt, and to make a new beginning for them and their children. I wonder why it took forty long years for the people of Isreal to rise above their times of slavery in Egypt. Similarly, the gospel parable brings an image of the Prodigal Son, who hesitated to return home even when he lost everything and suffered starvation. What took him so long to realize his wrongdoings, accept who he is and where he belongs? These two readings are good images of what the Sacrament of Reconciliation is and what we go through to realize our wrongdoings and our attachment to sin. Going to the Sacrament of Confession is like leaving the slavery of Egypt to become totally free. It is like making a decision to return home, to our loving Father, who is constantly waiting for me. It takes an effort and perhaps courage to realize our sinfulness and to confess our sins, but the result is great and rewarding. The Sacrament of Reconciliation is complete when it becomes a moment of true conversion from evil to good. The word conversion in Greek is describe in two words. Metanoia stands for repentance, and Epistrophe, which means a turning point or changing mind. We are supposed to change our thinking, from negative to positive or from sinful to good and virtuous, when we decide to go to the Sacrament of Confession. We confess our sins and we make a decision to sin no more. But we struggle to do so, because we like our sins and we are attached to our old sinful ways. We are very similar to Israel from today’s first reading, who left Egypt but mentally was still in slavery for many years. We are also similar to the Prodigal Son who was challenged and suffered starvation but still hesitated to return home to his loving father. The Sacrament of Reconciliation can transform our life forever when we truthfully decide to turn away from evil and offer ourselves to God totally without any condition. There are many occasions to receive the Sacrament of Confession during Lent at St. Martin of Tours. We scheduled two reconciliation services with a few priests available on April 2 @6 pm and April 12 @10 am. We will continue to offer the regular dates and time for confessions on Monday during Adoration at 6 pm, Saturday at 3 pm and First Friday after Mass at 8.30 am. Hopefully everyone will find a good occasion and willingness to receive and celebrate this wonderful Sacrament during Lenten Season. Fr. Andrzej 

Reflecting on the image of God could be one of the elements of our Lenten journey. The image of God that we created in our heart is vital to all of us. It determines our relationship with God and how we pray. Today’s gospel on the 3rd Sunday of Lent, encourages us to ask a question about our personal image of God. “Who is God to me and what is my relationship with God?” The people of the Old Testament believed God to be a strict judge who watches people all the time. He rewards them for good and punishes them for evil deeds. The image of God was quite negative. According to the Old Testament, God followed the mentality, “life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, and foot for foot" (Deuteronomy 19:21). Furthermore, the Old Testament approach to the image of God was that every sickness, poverty, or childlessness were signs of the absence of God’s grace due to human sins. The New Testament brings us a more positive image of God. According to Jesus, God is like a loving parent who loves his children unconditionally even when they fail. God is like a Loving Father, who waits for his prodigal son and welcomes him home without a doubt and without condition. Jesus called God “Abba” (Daddy) when he taught his disciples how to pray the “Our Father”. God is compared to the Good Shepherd, who finds his lost sheep. Similarly, God is compared to a Woman, who rejoices when she finds her lost coin. The New Testament offers us an image of God which is positive and encouraging. In today’s gospel Jesus was confronted with two disasters in Israel. People who questioned him believed that those who were killed by Pilate and those who died during an accident in Siloam were punished by God for their sins. Jesus contradicted their belief with an image of God who is just, merciful, and loving. Jesus tells a parable about a gardener and fig tree as an answer to the people who doubted God’s unconditional love. God was compared to a hard-working gardener, who takes care of a tree even if the tree is fruitless for years. According to this parable, God loves all people regardless of their effort and good deeds. God never gives up on people. The Lenten season encourages us to reflect on our image of God. This is a good opportunity to think about the image of God we inherited from our parents and teachers in our childhood. Many of us were taught that God follows the Old Testament mentality of “eye for eye, tooth for tooth.” I know people who are afraid of God. This kind of image does not foster a close relationship with God, nor does it help us to pray. Perhaps our personal image of God has changed through the years, and we are not aware of it. Even if we believe in an image of God who is loving like a good parent, we can still have doubts. Let today’s gospel and our personal encounter with God during our Lenten journey dissolve our doubt and encourage us to trust in God completely.  Fr. Andrzej

The Lenten season is a blessed time during which we reflect and pray over the passion and death of our Lord, Jesus Christ. It is a unique time in the liturgical year which encourages us to slow down and make a spiritual effort to fast, pray, and help others. This makes sense when we grow and make progress in our spiritual life at the same time. It makes even more sense when we experience positive change moving away from evil to good. When we understand and take the Lenten season sincerely, it has a transforming effect on/in us. Accordingly, this positive change is necessary to truthfully experience the Risen Lord during Easter. It is providential we reflect on the Transfiguration this Second Sunday of Lent. Transfiguration comes from the Greek word metamórfosi, which means change. In the gospel today Jesus went up to Mount Tabor and was transfigured before his disciples. His body and clothes were totally transformed, “his face changed in appearance and his clothing became dazzling white” (Luke 9:29). Today’s reading illustrates what Lent is about. Our effort like climbing a mount or even hill will be rewarded at the peak when we experience the Risen Lord. Additionally, transfiguration reminds us of our ultimate destination in heaven. Our body also will be transformed in heaven and become like the body of Jesus on Mount Tabor. There are two great prophets who were present during the vision of the transfiguration, Moses and Elijah. Both of them spent their entire lives in the desert and were well known as prophets of the desert. They remind us we need a desert, detachment from our busy life, reflection, and prayer during Lent. We need to find a desert, special place and time for God, during our journey of Lent. This kind of personal desert makes our effort to grow spiritually more effective. Perhaps you noticed the theme in our church during Lent is about desert. There are not flowers and splendid decoration on the sanctuary. Also, there is no water in the baptismal font to remind us the necessity of a desert place during Lent. Lastly, our spiritual effort and close relationship with God are very attractive. When we take it seriously and our effort becomes a habit of daily routine, we want to remain with God forever. At the end of the Transfiguration Peter suggested building tents to prolong his experience of the desert and the vision forever. He loved that place and moment. “Master, it is good that we are here; let us make three tents, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” (Luke 9:33). Contrary to his offer Jesus asked his disciples to return to the town to meet the people. It is a good reminder and encouragement for us that our spiritual effort during Lent must be rooted in our daily realities. Whatever we decide to practice and offer during Lent, longer and more effective prayer, fasting or alms giving, our effort must be practical and include the needs of our neighbor. Our spiritual growth makes sense if it brings us closer to God and people. Let us pray for each other to have a transforming experience during this blessed season of Lent.  Fr. Andrzej

Today’s gospel contains three guidelines that Jesus offered to his disciples. These wise and practical rules are helpful to all followers of Jesus but especially to those who minster to others. The first rule is about listening and being present to a person in need. “Can a blind person guide a blind person? Will not both fall into a pit?” (Luke 6:39) An ability to listen is an essential element of ministry. Thus, Luke compares a person who is not attentive and cannot listen to a person in need to a blind guide. Also, today’s first reading speaks about listening more explicitly. According to Sirach, we must never judge a person by appearance and first impression. Instead, we must listen attentively to his or her heart first (Sirach 27:6). Indeed, a good minister never jumps to conclusion without knowing the heart of a person entrusted to him. Listening is not an easy task. There are many people who have difficulties to speak their heart. They usually need time to trust, and to open their broken heart and speak out their problems. The second rule closely relates to the first one. “Why do you notice the splinter in your brother’s eye, but do not perceive the wooden beam in your own? (…) Remove the wooden beam from your eye first, then you will see clearly” (Luke 6:41-42). Jesus encourages his disciples to take care of themselves first before they go serve others. And it is not just about health, skills and another kind of training. These elements are vital and we must take care of them too, but the spiritual preparation is more important and essential for ministry. We have no right to go and minister to others without making an effort regarding our own growth and spiritual well-being. It is understood that we are never perfect and our spiritual growth is life-long ongoing process, but our effort gives us a permission and confidence to minister to others. If we minister without our spiritual effort and growth, we are similar to a person who has a “wooden beam in his eye and he cannot see clearly.” We cannot have a proper disposition and discernment to serve. We cannot see and listen to someone’s heart attentively when our heart is preoccupated with our own disordered desires and sin. Our heart is blind and deaf without a spiritual effort. The third rule speaks about good results, good fruits in our ministry and life. “A good tree does not bear rotten fruit, nor does a rotten tree bear good fruit. For every tree is known by its own fruit” (Luke 6:43-44). This third wisdom of Jesus is often misunderstood. It does not mean that everything wrong and even evil we experience in our life is our fault. Unfortunately, people frequently blame themselves for every evil and live in guilt for years, for example for accidents, sickness, and children who left their religion and lost faith. In fact, the third rule does not speak about it at all.  The key element of the third guidance lies in the third sentence: “A good person out of the store of goodness in his heart produces good, but an evil person out of a store of evil produces evil” (Luke 6:45). According to Luke, everything happens in our heart. Thus, it is up to us how we take care of our heart. We must protect our heart from evil and form to produce good. The third rule warns us not to contaminate our heart with unnecessary worries, disordered attachments and evil thoughts. These will produce evil fruit in our life and distract our ministry. The third rule encourages us to invite God into our heart and to strengthen our relationship with God. Prayer and spiritual exercises help in this responsibility. Every encounter with God produces a good fruit for us and people we meet in our ministry. Fr. Andrzej

The most common topic people come to talk with me about is their faith. I am glad about it. They often ask me questions during different parts of their faith journey. They ask, “Do I still have faith, or have I lost it?” “Is it ok to feel the absence of God in their life for a long time?” and “Is faith substantial for true happiness?”. These are important questions to answer. However these questions must be answered personally by each of us, and nobody else can judge our faith or happiness. It is a delicate matter and personal choice. We often think true believers go to church regularly and call themselves Catholics. But this conclusion does not necessarily reflect truth. We must look into our heart and reflect upon where our heart truly belongs. The Bible talks about two main states of heart. We either make God the center of our life or we do not. Choosing to make our heart close to God will lead us to true happiness. Making any other choices may satisfy us temporarily, but it will lead in the end leave us disappointed and unhappy. This was clear to the prophet, Jeremiah, who is the author of today’s first reading. Jeremiah describes the two contrary states of a human heart. The first state of heart belongs to a person who trusts just in a human effort and totally hopes in flesh. I know, this is an old language of the Bible that speaks about a human being who believes only in material things and does not really care about God and His commandments. This kind of person build his life without God, and often does it unintentionally. There are many things in his life which are more important than God. Jeremiah compares that person to “a barren bush in the desert…who stands in a lava waste, a salt and empty earth” (Jer 17:6). It is a dramatic and sad image of a state of heart of a person whose heart is far way from God. The second image of Jeremiah, contrary to the first, is about a state of heart closed to God. Jeremiah describes a person whose heart hopes and desires God all the time. That person is like “a tree planted beside the waters that stretches out its roots to the stream…In a year of draught it shows no distress, but still bears fruit” (Jer 17:8). This is a delightful and encouraging image of a person who trusts in the Lord and his heart totally belongs to God. It does not mean that everything is wonderful and there are not difficulties or challenges in that person’s life. We often feel close to God but still experience suffering, trials and other problems. Perhaps we even feel like the Biblical Job who lost everything and everyone in his life. Despite his suffering and loss, he kept his faith in God and kept his peace of heart. Personally, I went through both states of heart in my life. I remember time I trusted too much in earthly matters and just in myself. My choices and desires took me far away from God. Everything, not just my relationship with God, was falling apart including my relationship with other people. I felt like “a barren bush in the desert.” But there also was time I totally trusted in God and I desire to do God’s will in my life. Perhaps I was like “a tree planted beside the waters” and felt strongly God’s presence beside me. Even when I had to face trials and challenges or loss, I knew I have true peace deep in my heart. To conclude, there is a test where our heart belongs. There are questions that might help us to recognize our present state of our heart. How do I react on the difficulties and defeats in my life? How do I relate to God when I suffer and go through trails? Do I search for God and feel God’s presence in difficult times of my life? Please find some time to reflect upon your heart frequently. It is a wonderful prayer.  I would like to end my reflection with a meaningful quote of St. Augustin who often looked into his heart to find God there. “Where your pleasure is, there is your treasure; where your treasure, there your heart; where your heart, there your happiness.” Fr. Andrzej